Did it. Did something that I was scared of. The moment I've been imagining for two months happened at once. I just did it. With no doubt. Like it was the most truthful decision in my life. And I know I did good 'cause it feels good.

     Now what are you going to do? I never know your reaction, I can not predict your behaviour. I don't know what you're thinking about and how do you feel about me. This makes me mad. You make me mad. I don't recognise myself when I'm talking to you. I know that I can't demand you to be tender but I just want you to be kind. I'm asking you to be honest and a little respectful to me. "Cause sometimes words can hurt.

     And if you're feeling the same by chance than I'm the happiest girl in the whole world. I'm afraid even to think abot OUR future 'cause I'm still not sure that WE exist. And if we do you'd better take my hand 'cause I'm gonna run with you wherever you need, I'm gonna fly with you whenever you want, I'm gonna breathe you. I just wanna see life in your eyes. In your eyes....

It feels like I could stare in them forever.