about true feeling*

She's never felt this way before...She was afraid of this feeling because she didn't know was it real or not.Year ago, when she had seen him first time, she realized that it would be something new for her. Mostly she wanted him to notice her and he did! But it wasn't enough. Then she forgot about him but did he? However, after long separation, she was looking forward to seeing with him. And it happend. She felt the same again. She was angry with herself about it. She thought that she can't afford living with this unknown feeling. Finally, she has almost never seen him. And when she refused from him he stood by her just out of nowhere and she couldn't resist him any more. It looked like he understood her minds and agreed on it. His deep eyes expressed so much love and care that she couldn't just look away and go by. Today it has happened. She came to him in order to do anything she'll be thinking about. The closer she came the stronger attraction she felt. And they were standing in silence and nothing happened at all.....But since that minute she has felt the strongest attraction ever and those butterflies in her stomach made her happy and furious at once. Nobody knows what will happen. But they both have hope..Otherwise butterflies will be killed...

to be continued..

Today's a Find Day!!) At least for me) I found my childhood photos. What a cute baby was I!!) Every single photo is in black and white tones like from last century.....And then I realised that they are!! Really, I'm not so old as you might think but these photos turned me back to the Past, when I was a baby and my parents were so young and happy like they'd never been before! Everything seemed so easy then...I wish I could have turned back! But time passed and everything's changed. We''ll never be those ones, we are who we are today. Appreciate every second of your life 'cause it may be something that you will never feel again!

Intro.

At first I'd like to tell about the name of my blog.Hmmm...Ialways wanted to express my feelings to the world. Mostly it happend due to my friends, who understand me and believe in me. When I was little child dad used to read me fairytales. I dreamed about secret magic world of fairytales while listening to him. Once dad read me a story that definetly changed my life. It was the story about Little Mermaid, who was absolutely happy till she felt in love with human. She wanted to be with him no matter what would happen. But she had no legs so she couldn't live on the surface with him. Finally she went to evil witch. The witch suggested to exchange Mermaid's voice to human legs. Little Mermaid was disappointed but said 'yes'. Since then she lived on surface, but she was voiceless. And she couldn't express her deep feelings to anybody.....That fact changed me. Since then I've started

to appreciate every feeling, every mind and emotion. Little Mermaid started to live in my heart. That's why my blog has her name....She was the first who showed me the sense of our lives........